Until the Stars Are All Alight

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My dad has, and has always had, a full beard. It's a weird religious thing with him, he feels like he's supposed to have it because he's married.

When I was very small (three-ish?) he'd catch hold of me and carry me, and give me kisses/snuggles to which I would loudly object because his beard was scratchy.

And now I don't think I could ever date/marry a man that wasn't generally clean-shaven. Sometimes I can be attracted to a little bit of scruff (see: Criss, Darren or Monaghan, Dominic in particular) but I don't think I could make out with a guy when he was like that; I'd just think of my dad and it'd be all weird and icky.

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My family, mostly. I'll talk about "my online journal" or "my blog" or "so-and-so that I know from LJ," but I've never given any of them the URL.

I had the URL on my Facebook until one of my cousins mentioned something they'd read; I took it down.

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A hoodie.

A purple hoodie.

A purple satin hoodie.

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Oh, that would probably be the time I was out to dinner and had just heard the third story about the guy's ex-boyfriend, and he asked me why I was being so quiet, and I had to admit "Well, I...thought this was a date."

It's funny now, lol.

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Is it weird that I actually think about these kinds of things sometimes? (Mostly just the whole idea of becoming famous; things like how I already own shoes that I would want to wear on the red carpet, and then when the fashion magazines asked me where the shoes came from, I'd be all, "That's right, bitches, I'm wearing diamonds and a thousand-dollar dress with $20 shoes that I bought in my podunk hometown five years ago because I AM AWESOME.")

Anyway. I just wouldn't want it to be a reality show that was ALL ABOUT ME (like, Paris Hilton's show, or the Kardashians). That's boring, and lame any way you slice it. Maybe like touring the country seeking out/helping talented people? Or like Sarah's Book Club? =) I don't know, I would just want it to have some kind of theme or purpose, not just having cameras follow me around while I lived my personal life.

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Honestly, at this point I think I'd be the person wanting to hold off a little while. =/ But I certainly wouldn't wait forever if this was the case. I'm not interested in being in a relationship that isn't potentially going to lead to marriage sooner or later, but I think last time was definitely rushed.

(The whole no-sex-except-with-spouse thing. It's a motivator for sure.)




In other news, my niece posted: "If another person treats me like im stupid im going to punch them.. Seriously." on Facebook. I'm debating whether or not to comment "I'm*" just to annoy her. =)

Yeah. Doing it. XD

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The manager that used to "jokingly" pick on me and insinuate that I was secretly a man? Yeah, when his accounts popped up at work I totally told them where he was working. $3 bonus for me, his wages get garnished, and he never, ever knows I did it. XD

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I believe in an afterlife, but if I could know FOR SURE exactly what goes down, the whole process and all, I would be on that like white on rice.

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o_O

WOW, LJ. Just wow. I so needed that.

*dies a little inside*

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Honestly? Just the music he made. There's actually a lot of bands to which he introduced me that I still love, some have even helped me cope. (Casiotone for the Painfully Alone, Black Kids, Beck, some Radiohead...)