I think it started changing near the end of last semester. I never turned in the last section of homework for Beginning Algebra. It's all gone downhill from there. I've forgotten one assignment, showed up I don't know how many times... I hate to say it, but I think I understand how you feel. I hate it when people say that and don't really, so I don't say it often. But your situation is like mine, scarily so. Just letting you know you aren't alone. Its a rough patch, thing usually get better. Do you have trouble with changes you can't control? And you said your stomach hurts- that happens when you get stressed out sometimes. You can also get headaches.
And I finally really met the b****-monster-from-h*** manager at work.... May I say I'm so glad I'm not working? Its a tough place to be in yours. You could go to the manager, and she could not be happy, or she might change. If you stand up for yourself, you could end up in a rough place. The real world stinks. But I think you should talk to the manager about that. Maybe he could help you? If he can't, what can you do? Stick it out and count the days till a better job? *Hugs*
And there's Nico himself. I love it when he's around me because I laugh a lot, makes MY day go much better. He's just nice and nuts and tries to make things pleasant. (I don't have a crush on him, even though he's a redhead. I don't think he's a Christian. And I'm pretty sure he said he smokes, a fault I can tolerate only in Elijah, and only then because of my odds of actually ending up with him, lol.) But the thing is, I highly suspect that he's gay... Your parents shouldn't dictate who you talk and distance yourself to. No matter how biblical you get, its not kind to remove yourself from different people. The way I see it is that you might not share their beliefs and reasons for being the way they are, but you can be accepting of them. Parents are problems. But your an Adult now. I don't think you can get away from them yet, but they should only be able to so much.
Grandma's dying. I honestly have my doubts as to whether she'll make it to her birthday--March 27th. On Friday they took her to the psych ward at the hospital I don't know what to say, I've never really experienced the loss of a grandparent (Only one that left my Grandmother and I only met him once when I was six. That doesn't count). I just hope you and your family can cope and do well with all this. And you dear. *Hugs* I'm dreadfully inarticulate when it comes to some things.
Myself, for taking on so much? Don't be that, at least. Its the only way you feel better. I have lots of thing sI wish to say but not time to say them right now. I should be practicing! Gah!
My mother would, if she read this, say that it's because I'm depending on those happenings, that I'm letting my circumstances dictate my mood, and that if I truly had God's joy then it wouldn't matter what was going on. I don't think that's true, not completely. I think that no matter how joyful you are, your circumstances can affect you. I DOWNRIGHT hate it when people say things like that. HATE it. Its not true. At least not to me.
My intelligence is a major part of who I am, I've always been a brainiac, and now to see my cumulative GPA slide away from a 4.0--even though it's only down to a 3.8!--is just earth-shattering for me. If I'm not smart, how am I going to get/stay ahead? It has nothing to do with your intellegence. Feelings affect your grades. Studies have proven. I feel the same way with how my grades have gone this year, but everyone hits a plateau once and awhile.
*hugs* I'm glad you don't feel this way anymore at the moment. Everyone gets times like these when it seems like nothing's going right. *Hugs* I hope everything gets better for you dear, and you don't think I'm beinh hyper-critical of you. I'm not even trying to be critical, I just feel like what I'm trying to verbalize is coming out that way.
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Date: 2005-03-04 01:06 am (UTC)I hate to say it, but I think I understand how you feel. I hate it when people say that and don't really, so I don't say it often. But your situation is like mine, scarily so. Just letting you know you aren't alone. Its a rough patch, thing usually get better. Do you have trouble with changes you can't control? And you said your stomach hurts- that happens when you get stressed out sometimes. You can also get headaches.
And I finally really met the b****-monster-from-h*** manager at work....
May I say I'm so glad I'm not working? Its a tough place to be in yours. You could go to the manager, and she could not be happy, or she might change. If you stand up for yourself, you could end up in a rough place. The real world stinks. But I think you should talk to the manager about that. Maybe he could help you? If he can't, what can you do? Stick it out and count the days till a better job? *Hugs*
And there's Nico himself. I love it when he's around me because I laugh a lot, makes MY day go much better. He's just nice and nuts and tries to make things pleasant. (I don't have a crush on him, even though he's a redhead. I don't think he's a Christian. And I'm pretty sure he said he smokes, a fault I can tolerate only in Elijah, and only then because of my odds of actually ending up with him, lol.) But the thing is, I highly suspect that he's gay...
Your parents shouldn't dictate who you talk and distance yourself to. No matter how biblical you get, its not kind to remove yourself from different people. The way I see it is that you might not share their beliefs and reasons for being the way they are, but you can be accepting of them. Parents are problems. But your an Adult now. I don't think you can get away from them yet, but they should only be able to so much.
Grandma's dying. I honestly have my doubts as to whether she'll make it to her birthday--March 27th. On Friday they took her to the psych ward at the hospital
I don't know what to say, I've never really experienced the loss of a grandparent (Only one that left my Grandmother and I only met him once when I was six. That doesn't count). I just hope you and your family can cope and do well with all this. And you dear. *Hugs* I'm dreadfully inarticulate when it comes to some things.
Myself, for taking on so much?
Don't be that, at least. Its the only way you feel better. I have lots of thing sI wish to say but not time to say them right now. I should be practicing! Gah!
My mother would, if she read this, say that it's because I'm depending on those happenings, that I'm letting my circumstances dictate my mood, and that if I truly had God's joy then it wouldn't matter what was going on. I don't think that's true, not completely. I think that no matter how joyful you are, your circumstances can affect you.
I DOWNRIGHT hate it when people say things like that. HATE it. Its not true. At least not to me.
My intelligence is a major part of who I am, I've always been a brainiac, and now to see my cumulative GPA slide away from a 4.0--even though it's only down to a 3.8!--is just earth-shattering for me. If I'm not smart, how am I going to get/stay ahead?
It has nothing to do with your intellegence. Feelings affect your grades. Studies have proven. I feel the same way with how my grades have gone this year, but everyone hits a plateau once and awhile.
*hugs* I'm glad you don't feel this way anymore at the moment. Everyone gets times like these when it seems like nothing's going right. *Hugs* I hope everything gets better for you dear, and you don't think I'm beinh hyper-critical of you. I'm not even trying to be critical, I just feel like what I'm trying to verbalize is coming out that way.